Not being able to walk away
But not wanting to stay either
To sit and do nothing
To let her do what she needs to do to make herself feel better
To let her go
And if in the morning the sun still rises and my world is still intact
I am just going to let her be because that is how much i loved her
She is so weak and fragile
And sometimes I can't believe that she is the same girl I fell in love with in the beginning
Talks about life and love
Over drunk nights
To feel the distance even though she is so near
About life and its potential
All that matters to me is her still
To feel sorry for myself
To carve and build together
I have had no regrets in my life
It never gets to me
I hope she understands
It feels like the inevitable between me and her
I do not heed the words of friends
I am a fool in their eyes
And that never gets to me
I get tired sleeping on the couch honestly
I missed the norms of being in love
I might have missed Bebe, the one that probably might have saved me
I feel the heartbreak when I didn't return her calls
I wished I was there again
But this that I have now and I had all along will always be in my heart